Moment by Moment

Anthea May Van Heerden is happily singing along to the hypnociticy of snow patrol's chasing cars (while conveniently forgetting about sound tech studies.... )

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

wonder if anyone but me remembers the deeper meaning to this?
Mom prestiked it to the wall next to the telephone. flowers in my hair...

"i would have done anything for this guy....so, i laid my heart out on the table and he gives me Dr Fucking Phil!"....

a quote from a drama exercise we did in acting in the first term.
PJ managed to make it look funny for the exam.
but it wasnt so laughable when i felt the same world applying to my life.
perhaps not the Dr Phil part, but i got the essence of it:

you put yourself out there, risking everything: your integrity, your pride, your heart....
and for what?

to have it thrown back in your - my -face through indifference.

maybe Mom really was right.
these things never work out, do they?

eyes = tired.
me = sleepy
therefore is = lala land time
QED (quite easily done)

is worried.

is procrastination.

is stupid.

aaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anthea May Van Heerden
.... is..... trying... trying... (still) trying.... to convince meself that dear Dominique, in her infinite know-it-all-nes-ness, is right... and ... that... if there is ONE person who... can... get ... away ... with "murder".... and pull thru exams DESPITE .... despite.. despite.. all me no-working-ness-inda-term... its gotta.. be.. ME!.........................................still tryin....................... :-o

Anthea May Van Heerden
.... is..... trying... trying... (still) trying.... to convince meself that dear Dominique, in her infinite know-it-all-nes-ness, is right... and ... that... if there is ONE person who... can... get ... away ... with "murder".... and pull thru exams DESPITE .... despite.. despite.. all me no-working-ness-inda-term... its gotta.. be.. ME!.........................................still tryin....................... :-o

Just as we cannot foresee every coming moment, we cannot remember every one passed....

think facebook statuses,
only i can post as many as i choose without confusing others too much...