"i would have done anything for this guy....so, i laid my heart out on the table and he gives me Dr Fucking Phil!"....

a quote from a drama exercise we did in acting in the first term.
PJ managed to make it look funny for the exam.
but it wasnt so laughable when i felt the same world applying to my life.
perhaps not the Dr Phil part, but i got the essence of it:

you put yourself out there, risking everything: your integrity, your pride, your heart....
and for what?

to have it thrown back in your - my -face through indifference.

maybe Mom really was right.
these things never work out, do they?